Such a weird times to be alive. I don ' t know... should I dress up or put a make up on? Will it help? I mean, it ' ll all end up in the pile of dirt and dust anyway. How should I prepare? Does it make sense to prepare? Or am I just overthinking it again...Am I going to chicken out as usual? Why do I always go through this... It ' s the same incredibly tiring process, the same loop of sh.t every time. Who am I even kidding.
I am just a passive bystander of my own life